anyone wish they could speak/think/type in another language

[DEI Megastar]

that only you know

i'm so brain raped i cant type certain words because people i hate have used them. the words they have uttered are burned into my brain


i'm not the worst person on the planet, far from it tbh. but people treat me like i am?... i don't get it. they're all hypocrites anyway. @bluerose

im far from  the worst person imaginable, but they want to crucify me anyway

[DEI Megastar]

every thought and every expression of any thought feels like being stabbed because it means i have something in common with these fucking monsters who have done this to me

complete and total brain rape

[DEI Megastar]

if i had a shotgun i would blow my head off without hesitation

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

I don't think in language in my head unless I'm thinking about text/speech.

[DEI Megastar]

I don't think in language in my head unless I'm thinking about text/speech.

high iq trait. i gotta use my full brain capacity to process a simple thought. i fully realize the extent of my retardation and it fucking sucks. nothing to be done,anyway

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

high iq trait. i gotta use my full brain capacity to process a simple thought. i fully realize the extent of my retardation and it fucking sucks. nothing to be done,anyway

it's not high IQ, it hinders your ability to express yourself with precision, and I've been trying to change that

I've been studying etymology of words and structure of the language, I find that this helps a lot.

[MVP]

c ur not a psychopath

[DEI Megastar]

it's not high IQ, it hinders your ability to express yourself with precision, and I've been trying to change that

I've been studying etymology of words and structure of the language, I find that this helps a lot.

yeah i suppose being able to internalize language allows for a more coherent train of thought 

maybe its just because im in my head all the time, but all my thoughts are underlaid by sentences. in my case its necessary because im low iq as fuck, cannot communicate or even do simple tasks otherwise