yesterday, it finally dawned on me

[Altruist]

i'm not inexplicably likeable, i don't have a special aura to myself, there is nothing special in the way i communicate with people. i m just getting an overhelmingly positive feedback from others because i'm handsome. that's exactly what good looks do.

yesterday was one of those days when it all feels like someone programmed people to worship you. not talking about 5, 6 people, primarily femoids, being overly nice to you or flirting with you, but about 97% of them having visible biology-driven reactions around you. 

love it when these happen, but it bugs me that i can never tell what's making the difference. i wasnt dressed differently, i didnt get a fresh haircut, i didnt smell good, i m still an inflated obese joke whose face is screaming "this retard drank 2l on a thursday evening", my perception was not distorted because i wasnt in a particularly good or different mood (just like it isn't distorted when i end the day feeling like i'm literally invisible)

[freddie]

legit but how are you handsome at 30% bf makes no sense

[Altruist]

legit but how are you handsome at 38% bf makes no sense

it's that they see what's hiding behind the weight. obviously, those disgusting layers of fat are not a halo or even neutral no matter the context and delusion

this is also why i m convinced getting to ridiculously low bf% levels is the number 1 cope of idiots on "psl" forums. sure, some people with unfortunate fat distribution will notice a discontinuous improvement, but for the vast majority, the rule "if you are invisible at 20-25%, you'll be invisible at any other lower %" applies.

[Darkeningstar]

Marin