[Black Pill] it never even began for me

[freddie]

gonna go to the bridge i think monday

what else is there at this point tbh

i can get fresh cardboard from the burgerking dumpster nearby, i got the gym for if i ever feel like showering + refilling my water bottle... all i need for food is a can of tuna and protein shake a day which works out to $70 a week + $8 a week for gym membership + $12.50 a week for phone plan

gonna do this until i get the courage to rope myself i think

living at the shelter and seeing how normal people take care of each other pisses me off. 

i wish i had a kid so i could torture them tbh. lucky for this hypothetical kid women find me repulsive + the state would probably deem me unfit to be a parent if i did reproduce by some miracle

@pp

i want to torture you. you can be josh cohen and i'll be the pedo

[Altruist]

how is your sister

[freddie]

how is your sister

i have not talked to her in years

my parents only cared about her so it's not surprising she's doing well compared to the rest of us

the worst thing that ever happened to her was my dad calling her a spoiled brat behind her back and he profusely apologized like a cuck bitch lol

my life has been such incomprehensible dogshit. getting told to kill myself by people at school and then getting told to kill myself by this deranged pedophile junkie and his cunt hag wife at home

i doubt i would be a loser if i had normal/functional parents instead of deranged bitter boomer retards. they actually wanted me to fail at life and suffer, as stupid as that sounds. they're retards

i'm not even inheriting anything. brain/body are too fucked now to even bother trying, don't fancy dying in a state house on an oxygen tank and a shit $100 a week disability allowance

hopefully i can rope soon

[MysteriousWeeb420]

holy shit bro stop thinking about your parents. You need some good will hunting tier catharsis so you can move on

[Blackpillcel]

Best starting revenge is to outlive them, they clearly want you dead, so them croaking knowing they failed is a good start. You figure out the rest one step at a time.