01-09-2025, 04:22 AM
Well, I might just do it on New Years and that's it
One of the reasons is because if you don't apply a narcissistic overlay on top of the experience, you open yourself up to being taken advantage of people who recognize the altered state you're in (example, a gay guy will see that you're more open to making out or a taxi driver will lie to you that his wife is dying)
But the main reason is because it activates a false state of being where you begin to consider that the organic portals ("people") around you actually exist, their stories are real, and you start to genuinely care about them and their (nonexistent) emotional states
Basically if I ever want to take a hard drug to go partying, it would probably be speed. It works on a different receptor than molly does, but it gives you a similar high minus all the gay and empathetic stuff
Btw the discussion above is rendered completely void if you just transplant me onto a quiet non-touristic isolated Greek island with a permanent population of 166 people. By default those people are real and there is no reason to take a drug there anyway
The framework of this discussion is built around the central hub of mental illness/modern day collective insanity (Canada/USA, but mostly Canada)
One of the reasons is because if you don't apply a narcissistic overlay on top of the experience, you open yourself up to being taken advantage of people who recognize the altered state you're in (example, a gay guy will see that you're more open to making out or a taxi driver will lie to you that his wife is dying)
But the main reason is because it activates a false state of being where you begin to consider that the organic portals ("people") around you actually exist, their stories are real, and you start to genuinely care about them and their (nonexistent) emotional states
Basically if I ever want to take a hard drug to go partying, it would probably be speed. It works on a different receptor than molly does, but it gives you a similar high minus all the gay and empathetic stuff
Btw the discussion above is rendered completely void if you just transplant me onto a quiet non-touristic isolated Greek island with a permanent population of 166 people. By default those people are real and there is no reason to take a drug there anyway
The framework of this discussion is built around the central hub of mental illness/modern day collective insanity (Canada/USA, but mostly Canada)
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