07-07-2025, 11:04 PM
I'm not even interested in men, but I wish I could've had a homosexual relationship with this user back in 2017.
I was so young, still a teenager and looked 14. He was a fat mid 30's gypsy with paranoia. He was so full of confidence, although it was probably faked.
He always talked to me like I was his child. He talked about wanting to have sex with his own mother. I thought it was the coolest thing at the time.
I remember thinking that I was useless compared to him and wanted to be like him.
8 years later, I feel like I've become similar to him, although I now realise he was a loser and I should've never interacted with him.
I also know that I was not the only user fascinated by him. I just didn't admit it at the time.
I was so young, still a teenager and looked 14. He was a fat mid 30's gypsy with paranoia. He was so full of confidence, although it was probably faked.
He always talked to me like I was his child. He talked about wanting to have sex with his own mother. I thought it was the coolest thing at the time.
I remember thinking that I was useless compared to him and wanted to be like him.
8 years later, I feel like I've become similar to him, although I now realise he was a loser and I should've never interacted with him.
I also know that I was not the only user fascinated by him. I just didn't admit it at the time.
