I wish I could be more erratic

[n9wiff]

But in my life I value repetition and safety way too much. 

I eat basically the same thing everyday unless I'm forced to switch otherwise and I like it 

I also like to only wear plain shirts with the same colors on rotation.

It's not a disorder or anything because I can switch up whenever I like, it's just 100 percent my preference. I find most graphic tees sold her to be really cringey/tryhard vibes 

As for food, I find a nice pair at my restaurant and prefer to stick with that till the day I die. Its safe. 

Whenever I plan something, I make sure it's foolproof. I never let my fuel tank on the car reach even close to finishing. Every journey that is somewhat long starts on a full tank no matter what. My phone must always be above 70 percent before I go out etc. 

But people value erratic behaviour, adventure, fun etc. 

My friends often go out to malls, beaches, travel to other countries etc but none of that interests me. If I force myself to go, I'll just be miserable so there is no point in pretending, as most people advice me to do.

[n9wiff]

I WISH I wasn't like this, but I am completely happy living like this because I find it to be enjoyable. 

But I wish I found the opposite lifestyle enjoyable.

Or even better, just have some balance.

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