[Aspie] Thinking about the past makes me so depressed

[Honest]

I avoid it at all costs. 

I allowed it to happen today due to properplebian baiting me with evil lies in another thread. It brought back horrible memories of my social trauma. I cannot bear to remember the suffering that I was forced to endure

Sometimes I accidentally think of the past when I lie in bed at night. It jolts me right awake and I have to wait until I calm down again, so I can try to get to sleep

[kathisterima]

I feel the same way. I'm trying to make up for it now in order to not feel so bad when I'm reminded of the past.

[phakahn]

I know that feeling. When it comes, masturbate or/and get some air. 
Also you can allow yourself to get bored from those memories

[hurt]

i sacrificed my future for good past (:

[sub8yetalive]

low dopamine trait

[bloodshore]

low dopamine trait

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