the honest truth

[I Already Know I'm Ugly]

Is that I want camaraderie and companionship so bad 
I get all angry all the time and pretend I hate the world and everyone
but even the smallest gesture from a random is enough to nearly make me cry
But because of my fear of rejection, hatred of myself, and maybe a little innate subhumanity, I will never be able to develop genuine and deep connections with others

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

camaraderie

[I Already Know I'm Ugly]

camaraderie

is that a faggy word

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

is that a faggy word

yeah
it reminds me of communism

[Bojack]

This website is your social circle haha

[I Already Know I'm Ugly]

yeah
it reminds me of communism

I think to me it just evokes a different feeling than plain friendship or enjoyment in another’s company. I long for someone I could entrust my life to and do the same for them in return