the extent of my addiction
#1
the first thing i do when i wake up and come to my workplace is taking 3 mg of klonopin and 20 mg of sanval (sleeping pills). here and there, i have a bottle of wine hidden in my bag too, but people can smell it from my breath, so that's a problem
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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#2
damn, beats me. What can one do to fight addiction.

Last night as punishment I stood standing still for 30 minutes, or rather tried to but failed along the way.
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#3
never abstain yourself from pleasure it's not worth it
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#4
The unbeatable high is pre-drinking, 125 mg molly, caffeine and nicotine
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#5
Does anyone else have taking a heroic/recreational dose of klonopin on their bucket list
Can’t claim to be a lookism og if you don’t 
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(15-05-2024, 04:51 PM)AlbanianLegend1994 Wrote: The unbeatable high is pre-drinking, 125 mg molly, caffeine and nicotine

caffeine also does nothing for me anymore. been drinking strong coffee since i was 15. what's molly? i still have to stay focused and alert at work, lmao
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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(15-05-2024, 02:41 PM)kathisterima Wrote: damn, beats me. What can one do to fight addiction.

Last night as punishment I stood standing still for 30 minutes, or rather tried to but failed along the way.

from my experience, when i manage to abstain from all this trash for a week or two, sense of pride of that accomplishment kicks in so i build up on that. but relapsing is inevitable because i cant seem to abstain from it for long enough
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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#8
At least you have a 9 to 5 job. I have experienced tremendous discrimination for not having one
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#9
Mogger.

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(15-05-2024, 06:14 PM)Altruist Wrote: what's molly?

I'm gonna have to look it up without delay, since Legend keeps using it, and I intend to be friends with him for many years:

MDMA also known as Ecstasy or Molly

Reduced gray matter density in certain brain structures has also been noted in human MDMA users.
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(25-10-2024, 10:52 AM)Sassy Doll Wrote: At least you have a 9 to 5 job. I have experienced tremendous discrimination for not having one

I dont have a 9 to 5 job. It's mostly 8:30 -13/14, but i can just not go to work if i feel like it, or attend one hearing and call it a day. Notice what i m doing rn Giggle

And you ve been given shit for acting like you are some masterminded self-made businessman millionaire when you just inherited wealth/family business where your role in managing it is 404. I thought we were over this. why are all people in your position always like this, lmfao
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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(15-05-2024, 02:41 PM)kathisterima Wrote: damn, beats me. What can one do to fight addiction.

Last night as punishment I stood standing still for 30 minutes, or rather tried to but failed along the way.

I thought you didnt do drugs, what you addicted to
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(25-10-2024, 12:53 PM)Sexual chocolate Wrote: I thought you didnt do drugs, what you addicted to

thats an old post, I used to drink and smoke tobacco daily but, Ive been cutting since august so I quit cold turkey.
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(25-10-2024, 12:41 PM)Altruist Wrote: I dont have a 9 to 5 job. It's mostly 8:30 -13/14, but i can just not go to work if i feel like it, or attend one hearing and call it a day. Notice what i m doing rn Giggle

And you ve been given shit for acting like you are some masterminded self-made businessman millionaire when you just inherited wealth/family business where your role in managing it is 404. I thought we were over this. why are all people in your position always like this, lmfao

That is not true, my dad left $100,000 and I've already spent $300,000 on trips
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(25-10-2024, 01:09 PM)kathisterima Wrote: thats an old post, I used to drink and smoke tobacco daily but, Ive been cutting since august so I quit cold turkey.

Bad boy
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