the best and worst feelings in my life were in 2017 2018 2019

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ironically the best and the worst feelings were caused by drugs/medication

Best: 2017 on amphetamine (best feeling i ever had, naturally unachievable highest high, which lasted many days)
worst: 2018 medication poisoning (unintentional) (WORSE THAN HELL, unimaginable lead to a suicide attempt)