46 hours sober

[alice in hell]

she has others ways to tell that ur drunk, ur her son she will know for sure 

even if u think u have every variable covered there is probably some tell in ur behavior

[Altruist]

she has others ways to tell that ur drunk, ur her son she will know for sure 

even if u think u have every variable covered there is probably some tell in ur behavior

if i get really drunk, yeah. but as i wrote above, my tolerance is so high that i can get a lot of desireable alcohol effects without it showing in my behavior. i know people drastically underestimate how obvious their drunkness is to others, but it's true for me. however, if she walks past me or legit inspects my breath, there is nothing i can do. and if i organize monday to avoid all contact with her, it's gonna have the effect of me admitting i drank. all it takes for her to checkmate me is a "random" goodnight kiss on my forehead and an "encouraging message" while she is sniffing a bit harder than usual.

time to put my iq to good use, i guess.

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

you think it's your slavic genes that give you your insane alcohol tolerance

you one day started drinking and instantly jumped to daily 2L+ consumption this isnt normal

[alice in hell]

yeah 2L would be like hospital for me

[Altruist]

you think it's your slavic genes that give you your insane alcohol tolerance

you one day started drinking and instantly jumped to daily 2L+ consumption this isnt normal

i was taking ambien and benzos almost 10 years before that (very similar MoA), so maybe it's that. but i really did start with 2 l right away. i vividly remember the day i somehow  got to the idea to buy it. april or may, not sure about the year (probably earlier than i think, but i m bad at classifying events by years), i spent the afternoon watching NCIS and browsing the net. though, it really did taste like acid back then.

i used to buy those 3 l cannisters for the first couple of months, but i'd never finish it the same day. actually i did once, but i threw up all over my room. now, as i said, consuming 1.25 of 43% gin or 35% pelinkovac in 2-3 hours feels less demanding than drinking a small bottle of coca cola