i wish i could have frozen my life when i was 25 and keep reliving the typical day forever
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- in a good position when it comes to friends, looks, options with women, university/professional perspective (read: all being unfulfilled, but with me being young enough and having had enough positive experiences to feel like the best has yet to come)
- ZERO responsibilities and distractions (no job, no need to make money, the luxury of delaying my exams and graduation date ad infinitum), with the worst worry of my day being having to do 2-3 10-minute chores
- numerous easily accessible sources of cheap instant dopamine at any given moment (tranny porn, benzos and sleep pills, alcohol, hollywood, youtube, food, NBA, other sports competitions, incel forums, classical music and so on and on)

and the best period was actually before i started drinking - i felt less shameful when i was getting my dopamine from watching sam harris on youtube or some vikings tier TV show than i do now, when i need extreme amounts of artificial stimulation to feel a fraction of joy i used to when i was less degenerate regarding the way i waste my time

not to mention the obvious - no fucking work and having to get up at 5 - 7 AM almost every day, while not really feeling the negatives of not being rich because the comfort and silence of my room, a laptop, TV and internet connection were, +/-, all i really needed for a net positive experience
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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#2
This is the type of experience a young gentlemen of leisure in angloland would have. No financial worries of any kind, people to take care of boring slave work haha 

All free time devoted to adventures and games of various kinds, perhaps dabbling in some light crime as an exercise or artistic endeavor

We need to bring back that type of class stratification stronger protections for family inheritance, social orders, remove welfare and dumb programs, sponsor young gentlemen instead
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#3
I have the advantage of no happy times to look back to.

I tell myself:

I was never young
Nothing has transpired
But when I look in the mirror
I feel dead, I feel cold, I am blind
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#4
yeah, i'm in that position right now and it feels *heavenly*
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#5
Back when jews haven't tampered with dopamine receptors worldwide yet
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"tranny porn" 

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#7
20 for me was the peak of my drug use. When weed still did something I was doing godmix thrice a week

Past that point I've been mostly miserable up until now. Drugs haven't helped.

Once you age you lose it, you could retire now and live those days on repeat but it would feel like you're in purgatory. 


I've found that the void calls once you get old, and cheap fulfilment feels like cheap fulfilment. Not sure if it's biological like your brain felling you to reproduce or something, but I ignore it anyway. I know none of this matters and I'm not reproducing
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#8
Perception of time litrally speeds up 10x after age 25. Of your rate of learning is extreme like me you've learned everything there os.to.know by age 12. I've litrally learned no new .concepts or ideas since the early 80s
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#9
Yeah the golden age was like 2008
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#10
wish i can have that experience
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(21-04-2026, 10:46 PM)Mr Looks Wrote: Back when jews haven't tampered with dopamine receptors worldwide yet

cage
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(21-04-2026, 10:46 PM)Mr Looks Wrote: Back when jews haven't tampered with dopamine receptors worldwide yet

imagine spending your entire life on this, lvl 9999 life-virgin mode

Jordan
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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