i have never experienced this high cortisol before

[thesupremegentleman]

the trajectory of my life hinges on the next 10 hours and ive already deemed the effort futile

[bluerose]

why

[thesupremegentleman]

why

taking a retake exam i failed twice already , which lasts for a week of which the tasks are huge and mentally draining. im at the last 10 hour mark before need to turn it in now. Not only did i fail it twice already, its one of the hardest courses in the school and im taking it simultaneously as im writing my bachelors thesis with constant pressures from my group members and academic supervisors. im supposed to finish the degree after the thesis but theres more things i need to retake besides the one im doing now 

if i dont pass this time il likely flunk my entire degree and be left with something like 40 000 $ debt and wasted time . shits real grim nigga

[bluerose]

taking a retake exam i failed twice already , which lasts for a week of which the tasks are huge and mentally draining. im at the last 10 hour mark before need to turn it in now. Not only did i fail it twice already, its one of the hardest courses in the school and im taking it simultaneously as im writing my bachelors thesis with constant pressures from my group members and academic supervisors. im supposed to finish the degree after the thesis but theres more things i need to retake besides the one im doing now 

if i dont pass this time il likely flunk my entire degree and be left with something like 40 000 $ debt and wasted time . shits real grim nigga

u need to log off and just do it

[Iblameher]

u need to log off and just do it

   

[Iblameher]

You might ironically be very low cortisol, as the effects of it leads to a delayed sense of urgency 

Good luck 

[thesupremegentleman]

You might ironically be very low cortisol, as the effects of it leads to a delayed sense of urgency 

Good luck 

probably is narcissistic vulnerability traits and lack of emotional intuition. fragile ego + perfectionist/logical cognitive style essentially.
inhibition resides within the fear of discovery. not failing itself like kierkegaard suggested with anxious paralysis described as "the dizzyness of freedom"

[BoiBoi]

taking a retake exam i failed twice already , which lasts for a week of which the tasks are huge and mentally draining. im at the last 10 hour mark before need to turn it in now. Not only did i fail it twice already, its one of the hardest courses in the school and im taking it simultaneously as im writing my bachelors thesis with constant pressures from my group members and academic supervisors. im supposed to finish the degree after the thesis but theres more things i need to retake besides the one im doing now 

if i dont pass this time il likely flunk my entire degree and be left with something like 40 000 $ debt and wasted time . shits real grim nigga

not a molecule

[B00X]

how did it go? 

[thesupremegentleman]

how did it go? 

could go any which way i think. depends on the mood of whoever grading it
i would say 50/50 failing it agin

[B00X]

could go any which way i think. depends on the mood of whoever grading it
i would say 50/50 failing it agin

i can assure you - you will pass.