when i feel my hair on my head i wanna scream

[Alexander]

my hair is so stupid tonight its driivng me crazy. if i push to one side then it flops over and doesnt stay there. same thing on the other side

then i try parting it in middle but it just feels so horrible and my hair looks so thin and pathetic.

and when i put my fingers on it the texture is like fibreglass insulation and i can feel like im getting cancer in my fingers just from the contact alone. i try to run my fingers through but my hand is sticky with sweat and it pulls at the fibres and as ive said it feels like its cancer fibreglass

im so gross just end me now. i wanna shave my hair off but my parents would probably be mad and people in public would stare at me. someone chop off my head or something this is killing me

[Alexander]

i touched my hair right now and theres a knot in it and i pulled it and it hurts. like my fingers are ripping the hair from my scalp when i run my fingers through it

look i dont even care if i go bald. even though i would probbaly kill myself if i did. im so cursed.

if i shower then it gets like this. turns into fibreglas cancer fibre. but if its greasy then it feels cold and wet on my head and my parents get so mad at me and tell me i look awful and need to shower.

[Blau]

Damn man I hope this stops for you you don't deserve this

[Alexander]

close to tears over this stupidity