28-01-2025, 05:44 AM
lung functioning at like 80% roughly now.
down from like 120% when this started
feels a lot worse than that tho. feels like i only have a tiny pocket of air to draw from
had a complete mental breakdown and demanded help. threatened to kill myself, had to talk to some stupid mental health cunt for the #328423948th time.
still coughing up blood and green mucus going on 5 years
this feels like too much of a fucking nightmare to even be real. i literally cannot comprehend it
down from like 120% when this started
feels a lot worse than that tho. feels like i only have a tiny pocket of air to draw from
had a complete mental breakdown and demanded help. threatened to kill myself, had to talk to some stupid mental health cunt for the #328423948th time.
still coughing up blood and green mucus going on 5 years
this feels like too much of a fucking nightmare to even be real. i literally cannot comprehend it

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