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I don't feel the light of life in me (/showthread.php?tid=51347)I don't feel the light of life in me - B00X - 20-06-2026
no matter how much I sleep or "in the ideal range" my blood work is I feel exhausted, unmotivated, and unhappy. when do the clouds clear
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - You're dead - 20-06-2026
I haven't felt it for almost a decade now
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - Altruist - 20-06-2026
same, but i'd put "complete emptiness" first, before those other bad feelings. i don't have to be the most energetic happy-go-lucky moron in the radius of 10 miles, but not perceiving everyone who is capable of getting some joy throughout the day without the need to inflate the experience with, for example, opiates, as an alien would be a good start. this state, specially when it lasts for years, turns you in such a cynical douchebag.
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - Winyan Numpa - 20-06-2026
i get it
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - Iblameher - 20-06-2026
It's on and off for me
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - Iblameher - 20-06-2026
Ritalin cured my depression
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - hollow - 20-06-2026
I'm a zombie
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - Mr Looks - 20-06-2026
You need the right banger to get you going
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - B00X - 21-06-2026
(20-06-2026, 03:57 PM)Mr Looks Wrote: You need the right banger to get you goingmusic and other copes help for a bit but then its the same feeling of despair
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - B00X - 21-06-2026
(20-06-2026, 01:12 PM)Iblameher Wrote: Ritalin cured my depression
how much do you take. I took 40mg an hour ago and I do feel mentally clearer but it transitions to a feeling of emptiness quickly. But with ritalin of any stim when I go outside the anxiety completely overshadows any of its effects.
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - Winyan Numpa - 21-06-2026
gonna arrange/record sileblius op 76 no 2 to cope with my shitty life
RE: I don't feel the light of life in me - Iblameher - 21-06-2026
(21-06-2026, 04:09 AM)B00X Wrote: how much do you take. I took 40mg an hour ago and I do feel mentally clearer but it transitions to a feeling of emptiness quickly. But with ritalin of any stim when I go outside the anxiety completely overshadows any of its effects.
20mg extended release
I weigh like 55kg and I seem to respond quite strongly to it. If I take more than 10mg ir or or 20mg XR my heart rate gets too racey