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Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - freddie - 12-09-2025
I was trying to do no nut November in hopes that it would cure my obsession with black cock but goddamn its so hopeless, I'm just so fascinated by black superiority. In the last week of October I went on a crazy gooning binge, I'm talking 4-5 days of 10+ hours of constant white extinction porn, alpha black cock compilations, cuckold PMV's, sissy hypno, and whiteboisex. Switching between poppers, adderall and weed, wearing my thigh highs and a skirt, a huge vibrating BBC dildo constantly in my ass, chastity cage with a vibrator for stimulation and a fleshlight for when I couldn't take it anymore. Looking back it's pretty obvious once you hit this point there's no going back, your sexuality is permanently altered but I thought maybe I could change, I was wrong. Black cock is just so alluring that I now know I will always be addicted.
I made it 3 days into nofap before I caved, the entire time, from the second I woke up on november 1st I was craving BNWO porn. I spent 3 days constantly being triggered by anything even remotely related to the BNWO. Heard a song that's used in a lot of PMV's - instant rock hard erection, I see a video of a whiteboy getting beat up by a group of black guys - instant rock hard erection, some racist is upset about the decline of the white population - instant rock hard erection. I tried distracting myself with anything I could but it didn't help. I played fortnite, saw a chun li skin in my first game and couldn't stop thinking about the dozens of hentai vids i've seen of her getting blacked. Now I associate fortnite with BNWO. I watched one of my favorite movies which stars a hot actress and I could only think about the BBC babecocks i've cummed to dozens of times, Now every movie I watch I associate with BNWO, I tried watching twitch and youtube but all the recommendations are thirst traps and e-girls which I've watched hundreds of interracial deepfakes for, now I associate streaming with BNWO. All these triggers and not one peek of porn yet it's all that's on my mind.
3 days of constant horny and when I watched 30 seconds of porn I leaked so much that I literally soaked my panties. 15 seconds of stimulation later I had the hardest orgasm I've ever had in my life and I knew I was permanently broken. Cumming didn't even solve my hornyness, I just thought "wow i love black cock so much" and went on an 8hr gooning session. Ever since i've been trying to at least limit my porn consumption to once every other day but I haven't been able to resist. Yesterday was the 1st day where I didn't watch porn for 24 hrs (solely because I had so much schoolwork) but I had a dream about BNWO and the second I woke up I was gooning.
Oct 31st I threw everything away, hundreds worth of sissy paraphernalia and barely 2 weeks into November I just bought more stuff than i've ever owned since I know it's my life now. I'm going to start making whiteboisex content so anytime I feel like quitting again i have a permanent reminder of how weak and inferior I am. Once you wear a skirt, chastity cage and have a sissygasm there's no going back for you. But the thing is I'm happy with this, doing nofap and cumming in 45 seconds made me realize it's ok for me to sit back and watch better men breed women, theres no pressure to have sex, I enjoy BNWO content so much that i'm never bored of it and i can watch it happen in real time. I'm so happy!
TLDR; It's completely hopeless, I've been addicted to porn basically ever since puberty and I got into BNWO porn at 15 and i will never get sick of it, it's all my brain thinks about and i've decided to fully commit.
RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - thesupremegentleman - 12-09-2025
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RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - Busty Doll - 12-09-2025
Yeah but this fetish started by someone saying: "Hey you know what'd be kinky? If you let a nigger fuck you! lol Worse than an animal huh."
So it's not really a flex for them
RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - Mr Looks - 12-09-2025
I learned this the hard way
RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - freddie - 13-09-2025
(12-09-2025, 03:18 AM)Busty Doll Wrote: Yeah but this fetish started by someone saying: "Hey you know what'd be kinky? If you let a nigger fuck you! lol Worse than an animal huh."
So it's not really a flex for them
???
Black men are superior
(12-09-2025, 11:49 AM)Mr Looks Wrote: I learned this the hard way
Time to go to cucks anonymous maybe
RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - Busty Doll - 13-09-2025
(13-09-2025, 11:38 PM)freddie Wrote: ???
Black men are superior
They are not, they smell like a wet dog.
The only appeal for BNWO is the same as getting whipped: originally something bad, but it becomes arousing to perverts.
RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - freddie - 13-09-2025
(13-09-2025, 11:42 PM)Busty Doll Wrote: They are not, they smell like a wet dog.
The only appeal for BNWO is the same as getting whipped: originally something bad, but it becomes arousing to perverts.
Well you're the expert
RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - Mr Looks - 13-09-2025
(13-09-2025, 11:49 PM)freddie Wrote: Well you're the expert
What does it even mean 😭😭
RE: Trying to cure black cock addiction is hopeless - ΛΟΓΟΣ - 14-09-2025
(13-09-2025, 11:49 PM)freddie Wrote: Well you're the expert
