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I probably wont post here or anywhere for long time - psychoman - 05-05-2023
don't assume i roped, tho it's possible but i don't think i can ever do that without gun and i'm not likely to have a gun ever.
just trying to remain silent for a long time, don't want to communicate with anyone anymore. want to make myself ready for long years of loneliness and isolation.
sick of socializing, it's pointless, it's like how pointless having sex with condom is. lies we tell ourselves that living matters. it does not, i just want to be isolated because apparently suicide hurts my family more than myself. being isolated and alone is closet thing to dying that doesn't hurt family.
its actually absurd how no one cares about those who neither live or suicide, the AFK ones. you are allowed to be AFK, no one cares.
i'm looking to find places that i could go and live alone and away from humans, deep forests, mountains, etc. somewhere that i can have a small farm or sth that would support my food and water.
i'm not even complaining about how dogshit humans are or sth, i'm simply sick of myself being so needy of socializing. why can't i just live alone somewhere for 2 month, take a long break from talking. never talking again. remaining silent.