(06-03-2023, 05:42 PM)10khitman Wrote: The attacks of melancholy are beginning to become impossible to endure. The muscle in my body tenses as though I'm having a seizure from the sheer power of my memories; it reminds me of the effects of Strychnine posioning I learned. Its getting really really bad. Like I am on the edge. The memories from years ago are literally getting MORE powerful.

I think I have a strange neurochemical imbalance which makes my memory extremely powerful, I recall my piano professor told me I have the best memory he has ever seen; but its ultimately a curse, I am not human anymore, I'm just a record player replaying the memories from my good life over and over for years and years and its about to destroy me. 

I think I'm actually becoming a really dangerous person.

(06-03-2023, 07:04 PM)lonelyjak Wrote:

(06-03-2023, 05:42 PM)10khitman Wrote: The attacks of melancholy are beginning to become impossible to endure. The muscle in my body tenses as though I'm having a seizure from the sheer power of my memories; it reminds me of the effects of Strychnine posioning I learned. Its getting really really bad. Like I am on the edge. The memories from years ago are literally getting MORE powerful.

I think I have a strange neurochemical imbalance which makes my memory extremely powerful, I recall my piano professor told me I have the best memory he has ever seen; but its ultimately a curse, I am not human anymore, I'm just a record player replaying the memories from my good life over and over for years and years and its about to destroy me. 

I think I'm actually becoming a really dangerous person.

lately ive started practicing consciously relaxing my muscles and slowing my breathing. its actually working for my mental and physical wellbeing. its so simple I cant believe I didnt think of it earlier

(18-04-2023, 03:55 AM)hurt Wrote: what memories?

(19-04-2023, 05:37 AM)Mr Looks Wrote: if your memory is that good learn a language and make money off freelance translating