(22-06-2026, 06:51 PM)alice in hell Wrote: yeah u need to do something more radical bc u just crumble + rationalize it

go to the doc he will give u meds

disulfiram will make u puke if u ever try to drink again adn u will develop an aversion to it

(22-06-2026, 06:59 PM)Altruist Wrote: Yeah. my usual mo in these situations is adopting an empty "enough of this shit, this time i m 100% in" mindset, doing 2-3 lame tasks i ve been postponing and ...reverting to my old self

Idk about the doc thing because it stays in your record. plus, i have no idea what the standard procedure even is when a retard like me visits their gp and "opens up" about his rampant alcoholism

(22-06-2026, 06:59 PM)Altruist Wrote: Yeah. my usual mo in these situations is adopting an empty "enough of this shit, this time i m 100% in" mindset, doing 2-3 lame tasks i ve been postponing and ...reverting to my old self

Idk about the doc thing because it stays in your record. plus, i have no idea what the standard procedure even is when a retard like me visits their gp and "opens up" about their rampant alcoholism

(22-06-2026, 07:02 PM)alice in hell Wrote: better than liver failure going on ur record, just ask for it directly and say u cant stop idk

idk wtf else u can do really, u wont be able to drink at all then

each time u fuck up it seems like rock bottom gets lower + lower

(22-06-2026, 07:17 PM)Altruist Wrote: i mean sure. when i posted that, i thought: "wow, the retard's main concern here is that mention of alcoholism in his gp's med file might jeopardize his chances to become the main state attorney in 20 years". not just stupid and immature, it's even factually wrong and basically an imaginary "risk". jfl.

either way, by far my biggest problem here is how to recover my relationship with my mom. that feeling (100% justified) of me betraying her while she is and was both struggling with her, actual, problems and giving her all to make my life as comfy as pososible is eating my soul. without any exaggeration.

(22-06-2026, 07:10 PM)Busty Doll Wrote: Are you still Clean As a Baby Ass

in terms of quitting alcohol 2 days ago

(22-06-2026, 10:07 AM)You're dead Wrote: At least you're in a position with your money to not need a safety net

(22-06-2026, 07:19 PM)alice in hell Wrote: it rly sucks when u care abt someone or something but u feel like u cant do anything better

im not sure but it seems like the biggest source of strife comes from the drinking, i mean theres probably issues underneath there but it seems like its exacerbating everything

Quote:i hope you feel better and it works out for you

(22-06-2026, 02:48 PM)alice in hell Wrote: start taking disulfiram at this point

(22-06-2026, 07:21 PM)Altruist Wrote: no, i went to check on my house yesterday evening and came back home fucking wasted. and i told you what happened on thursday.

today i'm alone at the apartment because my mom and her sister went shopping in ljubljana (ovdje je danas dan antifašističke borbe - državni praznik) and the first thing i did in the morning when i read my mom's message was going to the gas station and buying 4 vodkas. went for 3 more an hour ago.

(22-06-2026, 06:51 PM)alice in hell Wrote: disulfiram will make u puke if u ever try to drink again adn u will develop an aversion to it

(22-06-2026, 07:31 PM)alien sex Wrote: legit
become an asian flush phenotype

(22-06-2026, 07:32 PM)Busty Doll Wrote: Doesn't vodka strike you as a worse drink than wine

Maybe you shoulda stuck to your routine 4 liters of huwine a day

(22-06-2026, 08:30 PM)alice in hell Wrote: email her now tbh